Friday, October 30, 2009

Fuck !
I kena Sun-Burn !! Urghhhh
because of went to fishing with my friends
under the damn sun! sigh...
we fishing start from 8am to 1pm
you know how many fishes we caught?!
...................... 2 only !
what the hell !? funny rite ?!
caught 2fishes only that's okay
but we still drop one fishing rod to sea
and broke one fishing rod
Ishh !! I wont follow they to fishing anymore
wasted my time and makes my skin became so darker
Diuz !!! ><''

But after fishing we went to TianJing's house to study
i learn alot of things in my account subject
thanks of YokeThong one by one to teach me =)
After study,we went to having our food at tesco
then back to Jing's Condo to play Ping-pong and table soccer!
I had alot of fun there !
Last,i back on 9pm...
tired + tired + tired

what we could be ? 9:56 PM.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Damn it ! My camera get confiscate by asistant principle ! ><''

what we could be ? 4:30 PM.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

thanks for you treat me so good
and praising me as a good student
but i'm not
don't treat me so good
i afraid i will let you dissapointed again
sorry teacher ...

what we could be ? 11:13 PM.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Just now went to Redbox with my cousins ! woots~
Although my voice hard to open today
but i very enjoyed ! =)
cause i sang alot my favorite songs !
and all my cousins sang nice too !
Singer's Family* LOLL!! x)
Below are my beloved cousins <3

Lewis,Gabriel and Xing ! 3antau-ba! xD

Lewis ! =)

End !

what we could be ? 12:56 AM.

Friday, October 23, 2009

问: 你怎么形容你的生活?
答: 无奈。

问: 再形容呢?
答: 闷。

what we could be ? 10:36 PM.

人生充满了无奈
小小的我，有大大的梦想
但是却要
做自己不喜欢的东西
生活还有什么意义 ?!

what we could be ? 5:57 AM.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Target :

Vocal Class + Keyboard Class !
^
l
l
Salary
^
l
l
Work

what we could be ? 9:39 PM.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Anyone can help me seriously ?
I lost my ways
i don't know what i can do and what i want now ?

Go to school every days I do not know what that really means to me
go to school just for talking,playing fools,copying homework
i didn't study at all in this year
so my result was very SUCKS
failed all subjects or just passed one subject !
Last week,i had a seriously soul hit from my mum and my brother
At the first,she was helping me to ask my brother about the fees of vocal class

my bro asked:

' how much is your budget?

I answer:
' don't ask me,mum will pay for that

(Damn it! I was regret after i answer this)

Mum said:
' You have nothing to do at home everyday
' I ask you find a part-time job but you don't want
' now you need money only ask from me
' I won't pay it for you !

Me :
' (speechless and depressed)

Mum asked:
' Is it you feel you sang very nice ?
' So you want to be singer
' Singer not easy to do, son.

My bro answer:
' yeah! Entertainment industry is very complicated
' in so much jobs, singer is the most hardest

Me :
' ....................................

Mum asked:

' what you want to do after you graduated ?

I answer :

' I don't know
' maybe just looking for some part-time job at shopping mall

She said :

' that salary just enough for you to eat
' not enought for you to use

And my reply was :

' Oo~

She asked :

' 1 more year you're going to graduate your secondary school
' but you haven think about your future
' what you want to do ?

I answer :
' I don't know
' (I was very depressed that time)

She asked :
' Last time i ask you about study at Melaka
' how was you think right now ?

I answer :
' I don't want to study at there
' I dislike repair machinery
' If i don't like and you sent me to there also useless
' I will same like now also !

Mum :
' (speechless..)

Brother :
' Why want go to Melaka study ?
' What you like to study now ?

I answer :
' I don't know
(I want to say music but i didn't because i knew they sure disagree)

Brother :
' How about design ?
' Since last time you like drawing and design so much
' Just now i went Redbox with a friend
' He just back from China
' He was a designer
' Just study for design 2years
' Salary per month about rm2000-4000 now
' Just need more creative then can be a good designer
' (he was suggesting me to be a designer)

My reply :
' (speechless again...)

Brother said :
' If you want study design you can study at HanChiang
' because if you study good at there
' they will sent you to out country study again

I answer :
' ............
' Ish ! I don't know larh !
' (go to my room and sleep)

That night i can't fall asleep
I keep thinking
why they don't know what i like ?!
why they don't give me a chance to do what i like ?!
why they just know my brother can do it but i'm not ?!
WHY?!
Those 'whys' annoyed me till now
Because of this
I lost my ways
My dreams was broken
My life was meaningless now
ANYONE CAN HELP ME ?!
I NEED YOUR HELP !
PLEASE !!!

what we could be ? 7:40 PM.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Come on !
I had somethings funny to intro today !!
teeeheeee x)
that's made by my friends
while we celebrate our Olahraga farewell at Sri Sayang
Here's the link*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_ChRkBCS_o Our best actor dancing(black shirt guy) ! xD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GwZx0XUYLVE OMFG! 3 Bi Rain !! wootss !!!! xD

what we could be ? 6:37 PM.

Finally..
I choose give up her..

what we could be ? 6:35 PM.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Talk about really
I would give you two punches
But i didn't do that
cause i still want to study
I endure
not i'm afraid of you
i just don't want to get any cases
But you keep wrote somethings foolish about me in your blog
I told you.. it is about to burst
Please behave what you do
I am not a kind person
Don't mess with me
Cause you can't tease with me !

what we could be ? 11:08 PM.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Today is my happiest day !!
She phone me just now !!
and we talk about 30minutes
woots!! xD

Congratulation to Yoke get Champion just now =)

what we could be ? 10:20 PM.

Something make me happy and sad tomorrow
let say about happy things
first, she and me partner play badminton yesterday
second, i get her number
third, i sms with her till about 1 am
fourth, while i woke up today about 5.30am,sms with her again
then say about the sad things
first, i sms with her until 10am something just now then she didn't reply me dy
second, i knew she and me are impossible ......
how sad.... haiss~ ='(

what we could be ? 2:13 PM.

Friday, October 9, 2009

星期日要去看干妈了
帮她做神主牌...

what we could be ? 11:52 PM.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

So unluckily let Principle caught me at school today
Since i form2 he started caught me until now
'' why he caught me ? ''
cause of my '' shoes, socks, shirt, belt and pants '' broke those school rules ! ><''
something weird is ...
he caught me so much times
but no onces is scolding me
just smiling to me and i smiling to he too !
Funny rite ?! LOLs
After that i back to my class
the new english teacher said something makes me shame
she said i cute as Shin-Chan ?!
.........
I accept she say me cute
but cute as Shin-Chan is un-acceptable !! ><''

what we could be ? 10:13 PM.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Sigh..
Regret went to Westland training yesterday
it makes my whole body pain and i'm fever now
After the training
we accompany Aw yong to wait his sister to fetch him

Those my friends thats we training together
While waiting the stupid Bengwei start their stupid action again

Knn,his moves make me keep laughing =.=
Last,i enjoyed while we playing at the end
but i was not enjoyed while training !
Mr Lee and Westland , i wont come again ...
NO NEXT TIME !! ><

what we could be ? 6:02 AM.

Friday, October 2, 2009

OOI HONG BU! FUCK YOU!

what we could be ? 3:55 PM.